I am Princess Blogger: Post 18

I have written in a while...

I've had a great summer, and my exams went well. Starting sixth form is great, though already a lot of work.

Unfortunately though, I've been finding things hard. I've never been a dependent person- ever! However, at the moment it seems that when my boyfriend isn't around all I can think of is the horrors of my past.

Imagine not having one of your parents around. 
Imagine them not saying goodnight to you before you go to sleep.
Imagine not coming home from school in them.
Imagine the awkwardness when you have to talk about your parents at school.
Imagine never having a hug from them.
Imagine never receiving a present from them, or buying a gift for them.
Imagine never hearing them laugh or sing.
Imagine the emptiness of Father's day/ Mother's day.
Imagine the happy memories that suddenly become painful to remember.
Imagine the idea that they won't be there in the important events in your life.

I don't imagine any of these things; I live them.

Not having my Dad around.
Never having him say goodnight, with our special handshake and everything!
Never having him sat on the sofa watching football when I get home.
Feeling awkward whenever someone mentions the word 'Dad'.
Always wanting just one more hug... 
No more cards or presents...
Never hearing him laugh, or to have him sing along with me.
No more happy Father's day; just a visit to the churchyard...
Always seeming to lose a smile when I think of him.
Knowing that, though he spoke of how he couldn't wait to do so, he won't be there to walk me down the aisle.

I think these thoughts every day. Except for when my boyfriend's around.

I hope that if anyone feels this pain, like I do, they find the love of their life and have eternal happiness.

Lonely but loved,
Princess Blogger
xx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 17

Fellow Bloggers,

I've got 4 days of school left, and though I have exams, my holiday will start then because I'll be able to see my gorgeous boy more often.

That's what makes my holiday.

This holiday is also extra special... Because it marks the beginning of our futures together.

Our Future is the most important thing to me in the world, and I can't wait for it to begin.

So these last four days will be the most excruciating days in my life... But come Friday, nothing will be able to bring me down :')


In love with the most wonderful guy ever,

P.B xx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 16

Heeeey bloggers,


I've just been thinking how much I want these things, like, RIGHT NOW!

With my One Special Guy. 


The One I Love.


That's all I have to say today... 


P.B x

I am Princess Blogger: Post 15

Hey fellow bloggers...

Sorry I haven't written in a LOONNNGGG time, but I have exams this year so I've had a lot of work to do... 

Anyway, I was just inspired to write a new post, 1) because I can't be bothered to do my homework and 2) I saw this picture on facebook which made me realise that, even though I've been through a lot, I'm an extremely lucky girl...

I'm not alone.

I have the most amazing boyfriend ever and I love him with all of my heart.

There is someone out there for everyone... Your special guy/girl is waiting. You just have to find them :)

Still here,

 P.B xx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 14

Everyone our age wants this relationship... But not just this aspect. We want the intensity and passion as well as the deepness and trust a relationship brings, right?

Many may disagree... But I know what I want. I know what I have...

Though we have our fights; inside this is how we feel.

We have the intensity.

We have the passion.

We have the trust.

We are completely for each other.

So, though I have never actually been to a beach and had this exact experience, I feel it... 

Every time I look at him...

Passionately and completely,

P.B xxxxx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 13

What do you think of when you see this picture?



What thoughts come across your mind at this image?


Or this one?


I think about the one person I want to spend the rest of my life with...

What did you think of?

In love...
P.B xxx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 12

Hello Bloggers,

I've not written in a long while but I'm back now :)

Recently I keep being overwhelmed with tiredness and it's bringing my attitude down :/

HOWEVER!!!

My boyfriend helps me immensely. He is always there for me and always knows the right things to make me smile.

We have our ups and downs and even down-ers, but we still pull on through to the other side.
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world just by standing next to him.
He makes me feel good about myself and as if nobody is more beautiful than I am.
He holds me so close that I know that he would never let me go.
His eyes look straight through me that I know that he knows everything about me and there couldn't possibly be anything left of me to turn him away now.

I hate it when he's down.
I know I'm good enough but I then don't feel good enough to be able to make him happy.
His happiness is all that I want.
If I had to leave to make him happy I would.

BUT!!!

I can see in his eyes how much i mean to him and how much he loves me.

We are so completely ready for anything, and no matter what, no matter how many tears are shed, arguments fought, we will still emerge on the other side, clenching each other's hand, squeezing it so tight, and never let go...

He means everything to me.
If you're boyfriend is like mine, then tell them how much they mean to you, and never let them go...

Emotional...
P.B xxx