I am Princess Blogger: Post 11

I've just been reading my posts...


And I realised,


I have serious emotional issues :L


I can flip from depressed to happy in seconds, and from angry to peaceful...


Usually it's all down to one person... 


I'll let you guess who that is :) 


P.B xx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 10

Dear readers... 

I don't actually know how many of you read my blog, but I do know that my page views have gone up a lot recently, so thanks to everyone who reads it. 

Right now, I'm in a solemn and melancholy... I don't truly understand why...
I feel empty... alone.

It may be because it's Christmas, and that was is his favourite time of year...

It may be because it's Christmas, and I feel even less faithful than ever...

Or

It may be because my boyfriend isn't here, to hold me... to embrace me... to wrap his arms around me as tightly as he can, and never let me go... 


Yet, at the same time, I am happy it's Christmas :) 


I am no Ebenezer Scrooge.


I don't mean to complain... I don't mean to seek attention... I just want to be with EVERYONE I love this Christmas...

I hope you all have a fantastic Christmas, and if I don't write before then, you better not shout, and you better not cry, you better not pout, I'm tellin' you why...


SANTA CLAUS IS COMIN' TO TOWN ;) 


Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas to All and To All a Goodnight...


Merry Christmas, everyone...
P.B xx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 9

HIDDEN DESIRES

Soft touch,

Ocean waves,

Feeling close

Always,

River tide 

Acres 'part,

Wild inside

Awake my heart.

You're mine

Bound to me

Until death

Truth it be...

'I do'

Simple words,

Tweeting soft,

Immortal birds.

Lake's dreams

Lilting soothe

Love's desire

Overly smooth...

Virtuous talk of

Eternal peace

Yearning dove

Of no release...

Undying love

Intertwined

Woven close,

Original bind.

Unending kiss,

Lips so soft,

Deepening quick, 

Dangerously aloft...

Illicit want,

Elicit from you,

Favoured answer,

Open truth...

Ringing bells,

Young happiness,

Old together,

Unending together-ness...

A poem to The One <3 

P.B xxx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 8

Well, I guess by now you would've realised I'm not a REAL princess, but to quote a brilliant film, 'all girls are princesses' :) 

So here are some facts about me: 

• I love my boyfriend (but you already knew that :L ) <3 <3 
• Shakespeare is my idol! 
• I prefer Dean to Sam in Supernatural because he's a player ;)
• Dashboard Confessional is a great band
• So is Yellowcard, though not as good...
• I love Johnny Depp
• Leonardo DiCaprio in Titanic and Romeo and Juliet <3 
• The Prestige <3 
• I have an over-active imagination 
• I have an addiction to posters... :$

Another thing I wanna say is that I'm now really happy. It's so great to read of people's misery because there's always some way of relating to it on an emotional level... But what of happiness? 

I still have sadness and depression lingering, ghost-like over my life, but right now, my happiness overwhelms it :) 

I have an amazing boyfriend who just has to tell me he loves me, or hug me to make me feel great. 

And with Christmas coming up soon I thought I'd say how much I cannot wait to have this following scene with the one I love... 

  Happily awaiting...

  P.B xxx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 7

Here is a poem that really moved me...

DADDY'S DAY by Cheryl Costello-Forshey

Her hair was up in a ponytail

Her favorite dress tied with a bow

Today was Daddy's Day at school

And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,

That she probably should stay home.

Why the kids might not understand,

If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;

She knew just what to say.

What to tell her classmates

Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,

For her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,

She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,

Eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees,

A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,

For everyone to meet

Children squirming impatently,

Anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,

Each student from the class.

To introduce their daddy,

As seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,

Every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,

For a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"

She heard a boy call out.

"She probably doesn't have one"

Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,

She heard a daddy say,

"Looks like another deadbeat dad,

Too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offened her,

As she smiled up at her mom.

And looked back at her teacher,

Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,

Slowly she began to speak.

And out from the mouth of a child,

Came words incredibly unique.

"My daddy couldn't be here,

Because he lives so far away.

But I know he wishes he could be,

Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,

I wanted you to know.

All about my daddy,

And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories

He taught me to ride my bike.

He surprised me with pink roses,

And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,

and ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him,

I'm not standing here alone.

Cause my daddy's always with me

Even though we are apart.

I know because he told me,

He'll forever be in my heart."

With that, her little hand reached up,

and lay across her chest.

Feeling her own heartbeat,

Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,

Her mother stood in tears.

Proudly watching her daughter,

Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love

Of a man not in her life.

Doing what was best for her,

Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,

Staring straight into the crowd.

She finished with a voice so soft,

But its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,

He's my shining star.

And if he could he'd be here,

But heaven's just too far.

You see he was a fireman

And died just this past year.

When airplanes hit the towers

And taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,

It's like he never went away."

And then she closes her eyes,

And saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,

She witnessed with surprise.

A room full of daddies and children,

All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they say before them,

Who knows what they felt inside.

Perhaps for merely a second,

They saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy."

To the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,

Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,

For each of their eyes had been closed.

But there on the desk beside her,

Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,

By the love of her shining bright star.

And given the gift of believing,

That heaven is never too far.

I hope you liked it as much as I did. 

R.I.P to all of those brave souls who died in 9/11, and prayers to their families who will still be dealing with their losses... May the Lord watch over us all...

In Deep Remembrance,

P.B xxx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 6

Yesterday I was miserable... 
Today I am complete.


For today I heard the most wonderful news that any teenage girl, completely and madly in love, could ever hear...


I just thought I'd let you all know that I am happy :) 


Happily, dreamily and eternally in love...
P.B <3 xxx

I am Princess Blogger: Post 5

Deep within me,
Everything is tangled...
Pressing down on me,
Rolling around my stomach.
Emotions curl within me,
Screaming...
Screeching...
Into my very soul,
Out through my flesh...
Nothing is safe.

Inky,
Stained,

Tainted,
Everything is broken.
All around me,
Raging through me.
In me,
Nothing is safe.
Gone is my happiness...

Mental,
Emotional,

Alone,
Plenty of sadness.
Apart from when you
Reach for me, and hold me...
This is for you... My love...

<3

Miserably in love,
P.B x

I am Princess Blogger: Post 4

Have you ever felt completely weak? As if your energy is simply draining from your body, day after day? You look at yourself in the mirror, and turn away because you feel ashamed? Have you wondered why the hell anybody spends the precious minutes of their lives with you? Thought about why anyone could love you? 

I have.

I think about what is so wrong with me every day and I feel like tearing my hair out because I'm so frustrated with the constant flood of negativity inside my head.

I can't stop it.

I have had my fair share of suffering... No where near as much as some... But I still keep asking why. Why me? Why does it continue? Why does it affect my friends so badly?

They worry.

I want it all to stop... But there aren't many ways to reach that goal...

Still here...
P.B xx

 

 

 

  

I am Princess Blogger: Post 3

 

,

Breathe in for luck

breathe in so deep,

this air is blessed,

you share with me.

This night is wild,

so calm and dull,

these hearts they race,

from self control.

Your legs are smooth,

as they graze mine,

we're doing fine,

we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,

that your kiss might kill me.

So won't you kill me,

so I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,

to break or bury,

or wear as jewelery,

which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;

just lay 

entwined here, undiscovered.

Safe in here from all the stupid questions.

"hey did you get some?"

Man, that is so dumb.

Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...

so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.

So won't you kill me, so I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,

to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,

which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,

I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,

the dim of the soft lights,

the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers

and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late

and this walk that we shared together.

The streets were wet

and the gate was locked so I jumped it,

and I let you in.

And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist

and you kissed me like you meant it.

And I knew that you meant it,

that you meant it,

that you meant it,

and I knew,

that you meant it,

that you meant it.

There are so many things that you can depict from this song, to mean whatever you want... but one thing's for sure, it's about being with someone you love... <3

I am Princess Blogger: Post 2

These next few blogs are some of the best posts from my old blog
http://princessblogger.over-blog.com/
which i'm now transferring to here :)

so here is one of them, straight from the blog:
A story just for you guys... (though i may use it in the future...)

She ran as fast as she could... her breathing coming in short, sharp, stabs of air. He was following her.

She carried on running. Although, as hard as she tried, she couldn't rid herself of his dark crimson eyes. No matter how far she got, she somehow knew, that those eyes would be watching her in her dreams for a very long time...

Suddenly, with one poisonous intake of air, she was thrown to the ground as an excrutiating pain overwhelmed her entire body. She scratched at her stomach, hoping to be able to drag the screaming hurt from her, but it wouldn't leave her! The pain was in her very skin, her flesh, her blood... Flowing through her body. 

When it was almost too much, and her eyes began to shudder closed, as the tears seeped from the corners of her eyes, through blurred vision, she saw him. Those eyes. He stood over her.

"Goodnight, Danni..." He screeched, and then burst into a piercing shriek of laughter, and the poor girl's eyes shut.

* * * 

If you want to know what happened to Danni, COMMENT! or she may be lost forever...

Forever here,

P.B  and The man with the crimson eyes... xx